Back to usual working life after Christmas,feel kinda lazy and restless.I want more holidays !!! The days i spent with my family is too short.Back to my home always make me feel confortable,home sweet home yay.Though sometimes there would be quarrels among my family members at time when i back,but that made me feel this is my home like.I just hope that my parents didn't overworking themselves without the help from ours.
Finding the dueling network online is a bad idea after all.Now, it seemed became a daily routine of mine and slowly been eating up my time. At least, it served as quenching my thirst for some gaming but i hope that i can focus on my working without much affect.There are a lot of big/good games been released already,but it needs the latest firmware updated for my gaming console. Oh well,guess i should bear it for now.
I need an external hardisk so badly..There's a lot of things that can do with that and i do not need to headache about the storage space. It's been bugging me as i know that the 8GB pendrive is not going to be enough for me.Feeling the urge to know the market price now, i went to look for it and only shocked to find out that the price had been flied high, WTF...If only i know this earlier, i would help my friend who desperately want to win a facebook contest so that i get myself a free Ex HD. (sigh..)
Yesterday, i been exposed to mobile computer namely, Intermec CK3 and Motorola MC3190.As usual,my colleague taught something that is ambigue to me. Don't tell me that all these things are gonna pass down to me handling ?? =.='' I hope that i can catch up with the knowledge. Apparently,my characteristics in other people eyes in company is that i am a lack confidence people.Saying that i am still not ready for any programming project, i am wondering maybe the days that i going to be able to work here is not gonna be long already.
Anywayyy, today is Flyday !! And i'll be back to my home sweet home again tomorrow. I should be packing now and stop bothering about these things already..And moreover,it's gonna be Happy New Year soon.Wish that it will be a better year for me..
Friday, December 30, 2011
Friday, December 23, 2011
2011年12月23日(金曜日)
ヤバイ、マジでヤバイだ。もう時間がないから、早くしないと....あああ、モウ！！せかっく週末のに、如何して俺は会社で働ければならないよ。それに、私に鍵を渡って、一体何を考えって、俺のボース。俺のことそこまで信じてなのか。それとも、このプレジェットは俺の未来がかかている。どうするでば..
月曜日にヒントをもらった、よかった。少しでも、もう光を見えた。このままちゃ、成功の可能性があるかもしれない。火曜日、やっとわかったよ。人のサンプルが真似しないでもいい。大事なことは、自分分かるのことろ、そこからまっすぐでためしてれば、何かこと見つけることができる。
そう考えは私に励また。やっと最後、私でった。でも喜んでの時間ばいじゃない、木曜日にまた大変なこと私に待っていた。どんなに勉強したでも、駄目やっぱ駄目と思った。しょうがない、そう真実を社友におしえた。まあ、馬鹿みたいだ。
今日のあさ、Honeywellへいった。社友と話すことがずっと難しい、だって私のhokkienがあまり上手じゃない。午後に、クリスマスパーデイーがあった。私サンドイチをもった。いっぱい美味し食べ物食べさせた、写真も撮った。元気な人達な、あいつたち。プレゼントをもらった。ちさいのが、一番役にたってと思もった。8GBのペンドライフだ。ありがとう。きっとちゃんと大切だ。
月曜日にヒントをもらった、よかった。少しでも、もう光を見えた。このままちゃ、成功の可能性があるかもしれない。火曜日、やっとわかったよ。人のサンプルが真似しないでもいい。大事なことは、自分分かるのことろ、そこからまっすぐでためしてれば、何かこと見つけることができる。
そう考えは私に励また。やっと最後、私でった。でも喜んでの時間ばいじゃない、木曜日にまた大変なこと私に待っていた。どんなに勉強したでも、駄目やっぱ駄目と思った。しょうがない、そう真実を社友におしえた。まあ、馬鹿みたいだ。
今日のあさ、Honeywellへいった。社友と話すことがずっと難しい、だって私のhokkienがあまり上手じゃない。午後に、クリスマスパーデイーがあった。私サンドイチをもった。いっぱい美味し食べ物食べさせた、写真も撮った。元気な人達な、あいつたち。プレゼントをもらった。ちさいのが、一番役にたってと思もった。8GBのペンドライフだ。ありがとう。きっとちゃんと大切だ。
Friday, December 16, 2011
2011年12月16日(五)
时光荏苒，不知不觉我已做了53天的上班族，与我所订的目标的距离已不远了。你问我还好吗？告诉你，一点都不好。尤其是这个星期，简直是糟透了。货来了，但什么都做不出。没时间再慢慢理解，只好硬着头皮乱炸一顿。老毛病又发作了，自己写了什么都不明白，靠左靠右抄的，怎么能期望能做到。
这几天晚上都无法好好入眠，睡觉也梦到工作的困扰，难受了。在面子书不时写了emo的status,都不知自己在搞什么。家人虽然告诉我慢慢来，要按步就班，尽力就行了。如果真的顶不住的话，大不了东家不打打西家。我真的就这样结束了吗？如果真的让我侥幸度过这难关，那下一个SAP的呢？反正迟早都要完蛋，现在临阵脱逃不是好吗？但这样的话就不是灵验了那个人的话吗？
“你不是做写程序的料，劝你还是不要进这行。”
不管怎样，我都还想要撑下去。要不然丢对不住老板了，跑来跟我一起学。虽然他告诉我没事的，但心里还是有种被刺一般的感觉。我以前的优越感都跑到那儿去了？只能责备大学时没把基础打好。Appraisal 时又把话埋在心里，不敢说，真的没救了。
还以为printer给我玩坏了，原来是自己的program锁了它的port...唉，不写了，明天还得在办公室继续做了。
这几天晚上都无法好好入眠，睡觉也梦到工作的困扰，难受了。在面子书不时写了emo的status,都不知自己在搞什么。家人虽然告诉我慢慢来，要按步就班，尽力就行了。如果真的顶不住的话，大不了东家不打打西家。我真的就这样结束了吗？如果真的让我侥幸度过这难关，那下一个SAP的呢？反正迟早都要完蛋，现在临阵脱逃不是好吗？但这样的话就不是灵验了那个人的话吗？
“你不是做写程序的料，劝你还是不要进这行。”
不管怎样，我都还想要撑下去。要不然丢对不住老板了，跑来跟我一起学。虽然他告诉我没事的，但心里还是有种被刺一般的感觉。我以前的优越感都跑到那儿去了？只能责备大学时没把基础打好。Appraisal 时又把话埋在心里，不敢说，真的没救了。
还以为printer给我玩坏了，原来是自己的program锁了它的port...唉，不写了，明天还得在办公室继续做了。
Friday, December 9, 2011
9/12/2011 (Friday)
A week has passed again.Yet, i still couldn't find the courage to spit out my nightmare project.You might think that what's so difficult about that ? Yeah..maybe you can say that it's my pride that still haunting me.What if it ends up as a really simple task and i have exaggerated it?What if people start to use smirking eyes on me and start feel skeptical about ability? I used to have thrown away my pride and the meaning of life but why now i care about this? Slowly,i have discovered myself that i care about my job much.I care about myself and i don't want to lose my first job.I care about my family which i wish to help support their burden.Those are the reasons that hinder me from telling how tension and pressure i have in these past few weeks.
Mixing with new people isn't a bad idea although i tried myself to keep a distance from them.No point keep too friendly with them as we don't know what other people thinking too.Moreover, i prefer alone rather than goofing out with huge gang.The Malay and Indian guy that coming to company at the almost same time with me have quitted.Couldn't imagine that i just had lunch and chat with them before they disappeared without prior notice.Or maybe i should be give up and try to search another place that is more suitable for me.But,for time being,i would like to stay,trying to do what i can.
Being a stone's throw away from a supermarket is making my life easier.During lunch time,i can always take a stroll and brisk walk inside it.I enjoy reading the foreign language book and dictionary at the corner in bookstore.People might think that i have a weird habit but the fact is i used to like to read very much since i was small. The pleasure of seeking knowledge from book somehow has deep instilled in mine.
It's weekend. It supposed to be a relax and enjoyable time but i don't really feel so. Thinking that i seem have running out of time making me moody.Playing a few round of games won't heal it at all unlike usual.
Mixing with new people isn't a bad idea although i tried myself to keep a distance from them.No point keep too friendly with them as we don't know what other people thinking too.Moreover, i prefer alone rather than goofing out with huge gang.The Malay and Indian guy that coming to company at the almost same time with me have quitted.Couldn't imagine that i just had lunch and chat with them before they disappeared without prior notice.Or maybe i should be give up and try to search another place that is more suitable for me.But,for time being,i would like to stay,trying to do what i can.
Being a stone's throw away from a supermarket is making my life easier.During lunch time,i can always take a stroll and brisk walk inside it.I enjoy reading the foreign language book and dictionary at the corner in bookstore.People might think that i have a weird habit but the fact is i used to like to read very much since i was small. The pleasure of seeking knowledge from book somehow has deep instilled in mine.
It's weekend. It supposed to be a relax and enjoyable time but i don't really feel so. Thinking that i seem have running out of time making me moody.Playing a few round of games won't heal it at all unlike usual.
Friday, December 2, 2011
2011年12月2日(金曜日)
こん週は ホントに 災厄な週間があった。おかげで、頭がめちゃめちゃに痛かった。これ以上、恐らくもう耐えらないぞ。ったく、どうするいいば。いくら考えても、やはり無駄な ことをやっています と思った。心配してる当然だ。
このままちゃ、言わないても分かった。この事態、もう十分ヤバイだ。自分何もできなかったの感じもうやだよ。せめて少ないことでもできるいいとな。
けど、まさかこんな時、社友が私に昼ご飯をおごったことがあった。ボースと一緒に昼ご飯を食べた なんか不安げだった。言ったいことがあった、でも言うの勇気が出てきないように、また心でキープした。役にたってないな、私....
このままちゃ、言わないても分かった。この事態、もう十分ヤバイだ。自分何もできなかったの感じもうやだよ。せめて少ないことでもできるいいとな。
けど、まさかこんな時、社友が私に昼ご飯をおごったことがあった。ボースと一緒に昼ご飯を食べた なんか不安げだった。言ったいことがあった、でも言うの勇気が出てきないように、また心でキープした。役にたってないな、私....
Friday, November 25, 2011
2011年11月25日(五)
来个这样的’家伙‘出现，就把我弄得措手不及。我到底该怎么办才好？
听说每年年尾会有个 performance appraisal ，是员工和老板之间的全面沟通，当然加薪或否也得可以商量。我也会有份？ 不会吧？
成绩都交不出来了，还渴望什么加薪。别发白日梦了。
接了个写 weighing machine program ，其实是蛮有趣的。不过做到或否都是生死未定，自己又大概胡说了什么需要 ZBI ( Zebra Basic Interpreter) 才能动工，没想到真的替我买了，而且价钱不菲。
SAP 的把我真的搞乱了。基础还打不好，来个这样的，会把我弄得死无葬身之地。虽说我与我同行的同事已为我解释了，但就是捉不到它的过程。我知道自己与人家的程度根本是相差天渊之别，对他们是易如反掌。好想再请教他们一次，但就是为何总是说不出口？ 我在害怕吗？？
我从来不认为我的学习与领悟能力是差的，要是是我擅长的话，这种东西根本是不为所惧，真是的...
听说每年年尾会有个 performance appraisal ，是员工和老板之间的全面沟通，当然加薪或否也得可以商量。我也会有份？ 不会吧？
成绩都交不出来了，还渴望什么加薪。别发白日梦了。
接了个写 weighing machine program ，其实是蛮有趣的。不过做到或否都是生死未定，自己又大概胡说了什么需要 ZBI ( Zebra Basic Interpreter) 才能动工，没想到真的替我买了，而且价钱不菲。
SAP 的把我真的搞乱了。基础还打不好，来个这样的，会把我弄得死无葬身之地。虽说我与我同行的同事已为我解释了，但就是捉不到它的过程。我知道自己与人家的程度根本是相差天渊之别，对他们是易如反掌。好想再请教他们一次，但就是为何总是说不出口？ 我在害怕吗？？
我从来不认为我的学习与领悟能力是差的，要是是我擅长的话，这种东西根本是不为所惧，真是的...
Friday, November 18, 2011
18/11/2011 (Friday)
I'm going to be feel lost again..
I don't really feel i can handle..
I'm going to repeat the history again..
I'm going to dissapoint myself and others..
Chances of surviving this ordeal seems remotely slim..
No point for me trying something impossible..
Asking or telling will only expose my weakness and uselessness..
My resignation clock has started ticking..
Keeping all these thoughts in my mind for this week are torturing me. I can't help myself thinking of it.
I don't really like to spend much on food actually.One meal RM15++?? WTF !!It's a waste to me. I prefer using it on something that is useful and can be used repetitively. Today,finally met with someone who shares the same leisure and conversation with me..
I don't really feel i can handle..
I'm going to repeat the history again..
I'm going to dissapoint myself and others..
Chances of surviving this ordeal seems remotely slim..
No point for me trying something impossible..
Asking or telling will only expose my weakness and uselessness..
My resignation clock has started ticking..
Keeping all these thoughts in my mind for this week are torturing me. I can't help myself thinking of it.
I don't really like to spend much on food actually.One meal RM15++?? WTF !!It's a waste to me. I prefer using it on something that is useful and can be used repetitively. Today,finally met with someone who shares the same leisure and conversation with me..
Friday, November 11, 2011
2011年11月11日(金曜日)
今週もとても大変だった。私ここまでまだ耐えるのこと 思ってない。ね、私に褒めてあげる。でもさ、いつもで我慢できるが分からない。
さーて、今週 は 私も頑張った。トレーニングをやった、おきゃさんのところで ソフト の インストレーション も ためった。勿論、最初から、失敗ちゃった。でも、負けない。絶対に成功させて見せる。
もう自分で 出掛けることができる。しょしき、ちょっと迷惑だった。なんかこれから面倒になるそうだ。それに、午後の道路は 忙しだ、全部車輌ばかりだ、危ないと思ったな........
新しいパソコンも手に入いた。いいのか。私まだ新人ですから...
さーて、今週 は 私も頑張った。トレーニングをやった、おきゃさんのところで ソフト の インストレーション も ためった。勿論、最初から、失敗ちゃった。でも、負けない。絶対に成功させて見せる。
もう自分で 出掛けることができる。しょしき、ちょっと迷惑だった。なんかこれから面倒になるそうだ。それに、午後の道路は 忙しだ、全部車輌ばかりだ、危ないと思ったな........
新しいパソコンも手に入いた。いいのか。私まだ新人ですから...
Friday, November 4, 2011
2011年11月4日(五)
这个星期问题多多，终于把我弄得病倒了。原因? 还不是因为有个新 project 要由我接手，而且还是我最怕，最担心，最没信心，认定最难的programming。有多难？ 问得好，如果是写普通的软件程序，我会担心，不过不会到这种地步。
星期二去了顾客那儿一趟。那个会议蛮吓人的，第一次见到这么多人。讨起论时，都是我的前辈帮我回答的。不会吧？要把这份任务交给我？惨了，我都不知你们在谈些什么，这下完蛋了。什么帮他们换去 SAP，而且是 关系到Handheld Program, Web service ,DLL, C# =.= 这下我应该会绊在这颗石头了，走不下去了。
虽说我还有时间去读一读，看一看，不过看了几次都不知从那儿下手。一向来自己没信心做的东西，再怎么尝试都是无用的，除非我自己有把握。就这样，我就病倒了。你可以说我太过夸张了。要告诉还是不，不过还没开始做就说不能好像不太好吧。总之，先走一步见机行事吧。
还有，Intel PG10 的警戒系统和处理也太严了吧！
星期二去了顾客那儿一趟。那个会议蛮吓人的，第一次见到这么多人。讨起论时，都是我的前辈帮我回答的。不会吧？要把这份任务交给我？惨了，我都不知你们在谈些什么，这下完蛋了。什么帮他们换去 SAP，而且是 关系到Handheld Program, Web service ,DLL, C# =.= 这下我应该会绊在这颗石头了，走不下去了。
虽说我还有时间去读一读，看一看，不过看了几次都不知从那儿下手。一向来自己没信心做的东西，再怎么尝试都是无用的，除非我自己有把握。就这样，我就病倒了。你可以说我太过夸张了。要告诉还是不，不过还没开始做就说不能好像不太好吧。总之，先走一步见机行事吧。
还有，Intel PG10 的警戒系统和处理也太严了吧！
Friday, October 28, 2011
28/10/2011 (Friday)
Finally,i have my transport in Penang. That makes me easier here.Thanks mum & dad.
I was on my hand full with software testing lately. It was a printing label program. I took the Niosh test this week which located near Prai there.Initially,I didn't have a clue what was the test about.I thought it was going to be hard since it required passing mark.However,my guess proved wrong.Just what the hell is the questions are,some people even need to retake,well kinda unbelievable if you ask me.
My manager likes to talk about his past project and time which reminds me maybe i am the same type as him.I usually like to reminisce about my past. How prowness ability i have that time,standing at the top pinaccle of life.Well, i know it has already past.Fedding up with life and society,i began to withdraw and stand aloof among people, winning and losing don't bother me anymore. Life seem not meaningful to me and i had turned myself into a walking zombie inside my own world.Slowly,i found my interest and started as a new me.
Actually,i was impressed with my manager being capable to handle and participate in big projects. Well, programming is my worst subject in uni life and to tell the truth,i don't like much programming.Many of friends saying that the post is not suitable for me.Of course i am aware of that,but what can i do? I shuddered to think about what would happen if letting my colleague know about it.
Another good advantage that i join my company is i am able to be exposed to different working factories.For example,i went to the sugar factory in Prai this week for the Bartender installation and problem.Not bad...
Just hope that i am able to cope with the work and stay low profile as now.
I was on my hand full with software testing lately. It was a printing label program. I took the Niosh test this week which located near Prai there.Initially,I didn't have a clue what was the test about.I thought it was going to be hard since it required passing mark.However,my guess proved wrong.Just what the hell is the questions are,some people even need to retake,well kinda unbelievable if you ask me.
My manager likes to talk about his past project and time which reminds me maybe i am the same type as him.I usually like to reminisce about my past. How prowness ability i have that time,standing at the top pinaccle of life.Well, i know it has already past.Fedding up with life and society,i began to withdraw and stand aloof among people, winning and losing don't bother me anymore. Life seem not meaningful to me and i had turned myself into a walking zombie inside my own world.Slowly,i found my interest and started as a new me.
Actually,i was impressed with my manager being capable to handle and participate in big projects. Well, programming is my worst subject in uni life and to tell the truth,i don't like much programming.Many of friends saying that the post is not suitable for me.Of course i am aware of that,but what can i do? I shuddered to think about what would happen if letting my colleague know about it.
Another good advantage that i join my company is i am able to be exposed to different working factories.For example,i went to the sugar factory in Prai this week for the Bartender installation and problem.Not bad...
Just hope that i am able to cope with the work and stay low profile as now.
Friday, October 21, 2011
2011年10月21日(金曜日)
また大変な週間になちゃた。私、どんどん忙しいになくて、いろいろな新しい知識を勉強した。ったく！！自分の限界が一番分かる、これからどうするばいいもうわからない。SQL, もう二度とに会わないと思っただけど、やっぱそういう考えたら、私 大い間違いだ。
マネージャと話てから、このプロジエクトは 他の人に渡せきまった。自分自信がないから。Lau さんに逢った、意外でいい人と思った。彼から少し事でも学ぶと いいな。
来週は Niosh テストがある。なんだテストかわからないけど、頑張る。
家へ帰りたいな。この仕事の生活 もう疲れちゃたように。
マネージャと話てから、このプロジエクトは 他の人に渡せきまった。自分自信がないから。Lau さんに逢った、意外でいい人と思った。彼から少し事でも学ぶと いいな。
来週は Niosh テストがある。なんだテストかわからないけど、頑張る。
家へ帰りたいな。この仕事の生活 もう疲れちゃたように。
Friday, October 14, 2011
2011年10月14日(五)
做了10天的工后，我开始怀疑是否应该临阵退缩。不是我对自己没信心，只是我心里知道为何我会选了这份工。不是当时已说好了吗？一定要证明自己是可以的，只是会比别人慢一大拍，要慢慢学和尝试。
自己还拟定了计划，要在100做工天内完全掌握如何写程序及适应工作的份量和压力。100 天，算了算，也将会是快到半年了，也就是说试用期也将要结束了。也不知我是否能挨到那时候，还是不到一会就吃了鱿鱼。不过，就因为如此，给了自己一项不可能任务后，承受的压力是别人的两倍，是不好受的。
好像前两日，我从顾客拿 program 的 requirement ，搞到我一头雾水，不知他在讲什么，更不用说怎样做。自己的基础还没打好，就冒冒然混进了这个世界，恐怕是凶多吉少了。
不过这里人其实是蛮好的，好到可怕的。请假不问原因，午餐时间无限制，就算我要回家，他们会想办法载我一程。=.=
对于消遣平时玩游戏的我，做了工后，时间大大受了控制，必须要会扼制自己。总而言之，自己尽力而为就对了，加油吧，为了找回以前的我。
顺便在此献上了生日祝福给以前对我来说是位重要的朋友。
自己还拟定了计划，要在100做工天内完全掌握如何写程序及适应工作的份量和压力。100 天，算了算，也将会是快到半年了，也就是说试用期也将要结束了。也不知我是否能挨到那时候，还是不到一会就吃了鱿鱼。不过，就因为如此，给了自己一项不可能任务后，承受的压力是别人的两倍，是不好受的。
好像前两日，我从顾客拿 program 的 requirement ，搞到我一头雾水，不知他在讲什么，更不用说怎样做。自己的基础还没打好，就冒冒然混进了这个世界，恐怕是凶多吉少了。
不过这里人其实是蛮好的，好到可怕的。请假不问原因，午餐时间无限制，就算我要回家，他们会想办法载我一程。=.=
对于消遣平时玩游戏的我，做了工后，时间大大受了控制，必须要会扼制自己。总而言之，自己尽力而为就对了，加油吧，为了找回以前的我。
顺便在此献上了生日祝福给以前对我来说是位重要的朋友。
Friday, October 7, 2011
7/10/2011 (Friday)
So,it had been already a week that i have started my working life.I finally gave up taking two jobs at once.It had been a great pressure for me and i didn't have much time for my own. Plus there are lot of things that require me to catch up. I know my level well in programming and it will be a wise decision for it.
Since i have decided it, i will try to pour my heart into the job as software engineer. So,what have i learnt/done during my first week? Hmm..let me recall back
1st day - Meet my colleague, getting my seat and a laptop,going for lunch togather with some of colleague (kinda feel i not so welcomed there..) and get some trainings for the basic knowledge there.
2nd day- Boss finds me and discuss about what my job responsibility and scope is, going lunch with another group colleague,start getting know about printing language (ZPL,IPL) & model
3rd day - Learn how to install and operate a printer, have chance visit Intel Penang to withness how they work for their customers.
4th day - Visit Jabil (What the heck with the security?It's tedious..)
Feel real pressure when is introduced to customers as new programmer for my company.(But in
fact,i just a sore loser with no ability at all..)
5th day - Have scanner training, was exposed to different model of scanner,quite interesting all in all.
The people there all seem nice. I hope that i can get along with them well. Just one thing, going work by taking bus actually is tiring.I need to wake up earlier and going back more late.Hopefully, something can be done.
Since i have decided it, i will try to pour my heart into the job as software engineer. So,what have i learnt/done during my first week? Hmm..let me recall back
1st day - Meet my colleague, getting my seat and a laptop,going for lunch togather with some of colleague (kinda feel i not so welcomed there..) and get some trainings for the basic knowledge there.
2nd day- Boss finds me and discuss about what my job responsibility and scope is, going lunch with another group colleague,start getting know about printing language (ZPL,IPL) & model
3rd day - Learn how to install and operate a printer, have chance visit Intel Penang to withness how they work for their customers.
4th day - Visit Jabil (What the heck with the security?It's tedious..)
Feel real pressure when is introduced to customers as new programmer for my company.(But in
fact,i just a sore loser with no ability at all..)
5th day - Have scanner training, was exposed to different model of scanner,quite interesting all in all.
The people there all seem nice. I hope that i can get along with them well. Just one thing, going work by taking bus actually is tiring.I need to wake up earlier and going back more late.Hopefully, something can be done.
Monday, September 26, 2011
2011年9月26日(月曜日)
今日は第二回の面接だ。私、朝からもうトキトキした、なんか特別緊張したよ。
まあ、今日のためにもう色々な事を準備したと思っただけど、なんか自信が持ってない。
このあいだと同じだ、私はバスであそこへ行った。今回は 私を面接したの人は べつだ。
なんかこの人のランキングがもっと上だ。あの方は 『じゃあ、私をチャンスがあげて、やてみましょう』 と言ってた。それに、私の給料は百リンッギト多いになったぞ。
私、一ぱいの質問を聞てみよう。
半時間ぐらい後で、やっと面接が終わった。
『ありがとう』と言ったから、私回ろうぞ。ちょっと一つことをきにした、私にドアをあげたのあの女一体なん歳か。四十？若い人なさそうだし、まあいいか。
けいきゃく、私、もうすぐはたるみたいだ。嘘じゃないだのか。これは夢じゃないの？？
まあ、今日のためにもう色々な事を準備したと思っただけど、なんか自信が持ってない。
このあいだと同じだ、私はバスであそこへ行った。今回は 私を面接したの人は べつだ。
なんかこの人のランキングがもっと上だ。あの方は 『じゃあ、私をチャンスがあげて、やてみましょう』 と言ってた。それに、私の給料は百リンッギト多いになったぞ。
私、一ぱいの質問を聞てみよう。
半時間ぐらい後で、やっと面接が終わった。
『ありがとう』と言ったから、私回ろうぞ。ちょっと一つことをきにした、私にドアをあげたのあの女一体なん歳か。四十？若い人なさそうだし、まあいいか。
けいきゃく、私、もうすぐはたるみたいだ。嘘じゃないだのか。これは夢じゃないの？？
Friday, September 23, 2011
2011年9月23日(星期五)
在大学含辛茹苦地挨了三年后，今天终于可以拿了那份毕业文凭。
不过，我的心情倒没有像一般人那样兴雀万分，好像终于可以从鸟笼出来的感觉一样。
可能是以后我不再是学生的关系吧。
好想要在大学里多混一两年，自己明知以我的实力，外面工作生活现在还不适合我。
但我还是硬着头皮踏上这道路了。
这天，爸妈，我的妹妹和婆婆特地来参加我的毕业典礼。
我穿着四方帽和毕业服，总觉得怪怪的。
礼堂布置得蛮壮观，开场白有点严肃,弄得我紧张一下。
致词完毕后，才知道我的学校是第一个白老鼠上去接拿文凭。
到了我，我三步并成两步的接过后，脑海里第一个想着是 “ =.= 还不是这样罢了”。
颁发我校完毕后，有得等了，还有这么多别的学校。现场也开始沉闷起来了。
挨了两个多小时后，好不容易才终于宣告圆满结束。
出了外面，人潮汹汹，到处可看到乌黑的人头。有些已经迫不及待地拍起照留念了。
为了拍照，家人索性就在这儿买了照相机，价钱好像不菲。
匆匆忙忙地拍了照后，又找一些死党和coursemate拍了全体照，收获也该不少呱。
紧接着又是拍照，这次是到外头的照相店,拍个全家福。唯一遗憾的是，弟弟姐姐没出席，
少了个全家福的意义。
付了钱，电话突然响了。什么？没听错吧？第二次面试？ 是上次那个GF公司打来的。
高兴是高兴，因为被聘请的巴仙率上升了，不过它扰乱了我回家的计划。
看来又要在槟城呆多一阵了，闲......
不过，我的心情倒没有像一般人那样兴雀万分，好像终于可以从鸟笼出来的感觉一样。
可能是以后我不再是学生的关系吧。
好想要在大学里多混一两年，自己明知以我的实力，外面工作生活现在还不适合我。
但我还是硬着头皮踏上这道路了。
这天，爸妈，我的妹妹和婆婆特地来参加我的毕业典礼。
我穿着四方帽和毕业服，总觉得怪怪的。
礼堂布置得蛮壮观，开场白有点严肃,弄得我紧张一下。
致词完毕后，才知道我的学校是第一个白老鼠上去接拿文凭。
到了我，我三步并成两步的接过后，脑海里第一个想着是 “ =.= 还不是这样罢了”。
颁发我校完毕后，有得等了，还有这么多别的学校。现场也开始沉闷起来了。
挨了两个多小时后，好不容易才终于宣告圆满结束。
出了外面，人潮汹汹，到处可看到乌黑的人头。有些已经迫不及待地拍起照留念了。
为了拍照，家人索性就在这儿买了照相机，价钱好像不菲。
匆匆忙忙地拍了照后，又找一些死党和coursemate拍了全体照，收获也该不少呱。
紧接着又是拍照，这次是到外头的照相店,拍个全家福。唯一遗憾的是，弟弟姐姐没出席，
少了个全家福的意义。
付了钱，电话突然响了。什么？没听错吧？第二次面试？ 是上次那个GF公司打来的。
高兴是高兴，因为被聘请的巴仙率上升了，不过它扰乱了我回家的计划。
看来又要在槟城呆多一阵了，闲......
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
20/9/2011 (Tuesday)
Interview date again. Here i am , in Penang staying temporarily at my friend's room in the apartment which he rents togather with another two of my friends. The time that appointed supposingly is 9am, but thinking that my convo's rehearsal time is clashing with it, i have asked the people in charge there to postpone to evening.
Yet,i was sleeping like log this morning,ignoring it.How lazy i was.When interview time started to draw near,i was quite nervous.Luckily, i had searched the place of this "GF' office yesterday.So, there is no way i gonna miss it today.
Ok,the clock struck near 2. I wore my usual formal, ate my lunch, then took Rapid there. I hope that this interview would be soft on me.No technical question,please !!! My confidence faded away as soon as thinking this. The bus moving and my mind started wandering around. I was thinking the interview i had a few days ago at McD. It was a nearly 2 hours talk and it wore me down a lot. I think i mostly will get the job offer but i couldn't help myself having some doubts on it.
Great, the bus almost reached my stopping place.Still haven't 2.30pm? It was early though and i decided to take a stroll first as well as recalling what should i talk later. Time was ticking fast, i soon realised that i should make my way to the office already. First glance at second floor, =.= it seemed like a storeroom to me.If the interview were to held here,i was sure i going to be speechless. The young girl in charge there told me to go upstairs.
Oh well, up i go.The 3rd floor has a more sober working feeling.That's more like it. The door seemed need to use some sort of access card. The staffs there spotted me and opened from inside.As soon as i had introduced myself, i was taken to a 'meeting room'? and was told to fill in some forms and wait for a while.
As soon as i finished it, a man came in and apparently,he is the manager here. Well,he looked quite young,that was my first impression on him. I soon got nervous when he asked something me.Not again!! Not to mention,the cold air-conditioner was not helping me at all. He realised it (maybe my face was turned as pale as white that time) and adjusted the temperature.
Printer,scanner,barcode,mobile computer,etc.Apparently,these are all the things i gonna work with them much if i get the job offer.He did mention also some printer language too.New thing,new knowledge.I didn't worry that if it is something new to all who apply this job.I will pick up fast.What am i worry was the programming part.I think he hadn't notice the level of mine.He promised me the healthy working environment there.After finishing wrap up and all,i ended with the word 'Thank you very much for the time' and walked out.
Phew..it's finally over.Somehow,i think that it's going to be not bad if i have the chance work there.Hopefully,it is not my wishful thought.(Putting my fingers crossed)
Yet,i was sleeping like log this morning,ignoring it.How lazy i was.When interview time started to draw near,i was quite nervous.Luckily, i had searched the place of this "GF' office yesterday.So, there is no way i gonna miss it today.
Ok,the clock struck near 2. I wore my usual formal, ate my lunch, then took Rapid there. I hope that this interview would be soft on me.No technical question,please !!! My confidence faded away as soon as thinking this. The bus moving and my mind started wandering around. I was thinking the interview i had a few days ago at McD. It was a nearly 2 hours talk and it wore me down a lot. I think i mostly will get the job offer but i couldn't help myself having some doubts on it.
Great, the bus almost reached my stopping place.Still haven't 2.30pm? It was early though and i decided to take a stroll first as well as recalling what should i talk later. Time was ticking fast, i soon realised that i should make my way to the office already. First glance at second floor, =.= it seemed like a storeroom to me.If the interview were to held here,i was sure i going to be speechless. The young girl in charge there told me to go upstairs.
Oh well, up i go.The 3rd floor has a more sober working feeling.That's more like it. The door seemed need to use some sort of access card. The staffs there spotted me and opened from inside.As soon as i had introduced myself, i was taken to a 'meeting room'? and was told to fill in some forms and wait for a while.
As soon as i finished it, a man came in and apparently,he is the manager here. Well,he looked quite young,that was my first impression on him. I soon got nervous when he asked something me.Not again!! Not to mention,the cold air-conditioner was not helping me at all. He realised it (maybe my face was turned as pale as white that time) and adjusted the temperature.
Printer,scanner,barcode,mobile computer,etc.Apparently,these are all the things i gonna work with them much if i get the job offer.He did mention also some printer language too.New thing,new knowledge.I didn't worry that if it is something new to all who apply this job.I will pick up fast.What am i worry was the programming part.I think he hadn't notice the level of mine.He promised me the healthy working environment there.After finishing wrap up and all,i ended with the word 'Thank you very much for the time' and walked out.
Phew..it's finally over.Somehow,i think that it's going to be not bad if i have the chance work there.Hopefully,it is not my wishful thought.(Putting my fingers crossed)
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