Despite my qualms,i still took the job. Kinda regret now.
Life seemed a bed of roses to me. I wonder if other people is satisfied or having fun in their working life.Well, frankly to say that i'm not. I'm not denying that i am a greenhorn considered person lacks of experience in working. I know i'm not mature enough, either in skill, communication and anything !! Yet, i have my own target too. Being not able to accomplish it means that i have failed.
Lately,i was like working like a dog.There's come again the same issue.It has been rehashed so many times.
yet the problem still not been solved.I took a couple of days doing what i can to handle it. It seemed that whatever case that leaving me to handle sure will grow a problem in the end. I barely can recall back when i have solved the issue in just one try.
For my job side, (sigh) I am getting in pinch now,as there are many things pending piling up.I don't think i am able to survive from all these hardship anymore. The manager did plan to hire for another person to help lightening my burden but somehow i was just unsure that whether it's a right choice or not. It was then i had a lot of pondering.
Being forced to work hard is simply suffering especially for the lazy kinds of people like me.I really don't know what could i be able to achieve from doing this.I just simply hope that the company would appreciate my effort.
I'm aware that my prolix style of writing here isn't going to help attracting any readers to here. But, i never want it since i was planning to keep this blog on myself when starting without publishing to public.
I was flabbergasted as knowing my pre badminton coach who taught me when i was a kid is now becoming a national coach for Turkey. He now is in charge training the pupils for represent their country as Olympic candidates. Come to think of it, I have missed quite many a lifetime chance in my life.
Olympiac game is back with action and this time it is held at London. Somehow, i was kinda having not so interest at it unlike the year before.I just know that our country is having high hope to get a gold medal for the badminton match.Also heard that if our country is able to make ourselves a gold medal, there would be a
scoop of free ice-cream for the whole nation.Well, it sounds ridiculous to me anyway.There must be another business tactic ensues behind the scene again.
All those hopes dashed when our player lost at final round of match.The outcome is not surprised. He's just a normal human being who had pressure afterall, not to mention being watched by whole nation people eye. But what makes our country a laughing stock again when a person who used to stand out for our country welfare suddenly sang a noob song,enraged the other country people and brought our nation to shame.
Right after few days after that, our country had unexpectedly won a browse medal for the water diving sport. It can be considered as a huge achievement as our country had never get a medal for this sport before in past history plus there were a lot of candidates competing with unlike the badminton.
I actually do have the impulse to know / learn / have/play all the stuffs in the world that i desire. But somehow, i am locking myself and keeping tied on my freedom. I do not know when i can grant my wish for myself. Why i am making it so hard to obtain it? All regard money! That's why...
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