It seemed raining a lot lately. I don't like it much though as it likes to start raining when i was about taking off from my place to work. Moreover, it likes to stop when i have reached my destination. =.= Am i having some sort of curse?
As usual, i was busy with my working life. The next task that i am about going to take is quite challenging. I have spent some time 'dechipering' the program, but still 'see no road' about it. Maybe i should take it seriously and spending more time on it after i have done my another task that is currently ongoing.
I met with an old friend of mine last weekend. Actually, he used to be my best friend in my primary and secondary school. We have made an appointment having lunch togather that day. It'd had been really a while since i last saw him.His appearance has changed, looked slimmer a lot unlike the old fatty anymore.We are on the same age but i was intimidated by his discussion topic. Mature..and i have no idea what's he talking about. Investment, insurance,cars, activities...i know he was an active guy,but this is way too active if compared to me. I was a bit shocked to know that he had changed his major course to psychology. He seemed full of enthuasiasm about his future work. Well, i can't make any comments of it.Different people have different interest and dream job afterall.We chatted quite a long time and mentioned about some of our friends current status.Time really flies , everyone had their own life already, even some had gotten married and having kids...wtf
The next day, i came across with the novel that entitled "Behind that Shiny Resume" which was written by a friend of mine in my facebook like page.Somehow, its content kindled my curiosity and i tried to search online to see if i can get a peep inside the book.I managed to read the preview and only know that my friend used to share a similar problem as me.The only different is she is a way total awesome person than me and the burden she had to bear must be more painful than mine. I always look up on her as my strongest rival that time.I met her once back at Form6 when she paid a visit to my school.No wonder that time i felt that she had changed. She knew what she desire in her life and went in persuit of it. Her essay and writing had always tailored to my likings.
Well, guess no point reminiscing the past. That's goes for me too.I had a lot of thinking that day.Maybe i should change my attitude of life afterall.I had been acting so naive and lackadaisical in my life. Maybe i should strive hard to get what i truly want after all this while.
The thought must have embedded so deeply in mine even when driving,my thinking was still there.
I was almost involved in an accident that day actually.The car missed knocking me mere inches from side.Honestly,i thought that it was imminent.Just thankful that nothing had happened.I must be more careful on the road onwards.
Somehow,i just felt gratified when receiving message from someone.Life must be treating that person well.I must not lose too either, that's what i thought.
Having another opportunity again going for Eastern's buffet. As usual, there was an assortment of mouth-watering delicacies to be served there. I couldn't resist the temptation taking more than second helpings and gobbled down as much as i can. It was like a lifetime chance for me afterall.Err..perhaps i had exaggerated it. Needless to say, i ate to my fullest there.
The next few days was a quiet working day as much of my colleague went to KL for training.Meanwhile, i was busy trying to find the solutions for my current task. I didn't want to bring the matter to my manager unless i was desperate and forced, especially the appraisal period is drawing near.
"都不知道自己在搞什么东东" =.=
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