10/2/2012(Friday)

It's supposed to be an enjoyable long weekend i had.But for me, it turned upside down as if i'd been tortured waiting for the prosecution day. I was worried dead for this week. I knew that i shouldn't be remain silence but i just still don't want to report to my manager yet. Maybe i am complicating it too much , and in fact it was just a simple task. I haven't try my best to understand it yet i have already given up. That had been always my greatest weakness during my programming course.The history is repeating again, haunting me never endless in my working life.

Mustering enough courage, i asked my colleague about what i don't understand. I never had a clue and confident about what i suppose and about to do. Still going gambling with luck, this gotta be joking. Nevertheless,whatever the consequences of the outcome,i have already braced for the worst.

Being unfamiliar with the syntax code and inarticulate person like me is having tough time to explain for people.They must have noticed being so amateur of me handling it. Luckily,the person is kind enough to help and not making fuss of it.I do really appreciate that.

Thought the nightmare is over? Think again , it's about to start. I really need every luck to endure this hardship in coming week..(sigh)