Things are not gone well either in this week. Started to feel lazy mentioning my adversity in job.All days seemed kept repeating having the same issue at customer site. If not, i'm forced to do something which i don't know at all.Workload started piling up, just wonder if i can handle them.
Chinese New Year is coming soon, yet i can't feel the festival at all.On the contrary, i'm getting more headache,thinking that something foreboding will inevitable lie on me soon.Come to think of it, i'm quite a failure person compared to other people that is same age with me. To be accurately, i don't think that failure is best describing it. The more suitable word is weird.
I have weird interest, weird leisure activity,weird taste,weird point of view,weird characteristic.Somehow, deep in my heart i do hope that i can be like a more optismistic and move forward person.Yet, it is not as easy as imagined. Once it ingrained,it is very difficult to change one's person mindset. Even when socializing with people,i am not the real me ,trying to cover up everything.
The only thing that i am grateful about is i'm having a great family.If you will ask me what is the most important thing to you, the answer is this.
Seem sound like a emo post to me this week though holiday is coming up.Guess what done is done, deal the adversities in front of me first should be my top priority.
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